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Name: mrs. keanu
Birthday: 10/12/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus. christianity in itself. living up to who God wants me to be. youthgroup. going places with youthgroup. dancing. seeing old friends. making new ones. memories. making memories. espanol. laughing. roofing. trying new things. daydreaming. nightdreaming. fun times. going to shows. pirates. rain. thunderstorms. stars. pokemon (i plan to be the greatest pokemon master and take over the world). poetry. majority hopping. star gazing. swimming. movie nights. summer nights. long drives. deep conversations. sunsets. beaches. hiking. white water rafting. doing pen tricks pen tricking or anything related to twirling a pen around your thumb. keanu reeves. bill & ted's excellent adventure. phantom of the opera. alexandre dumas(count of monte cristo three musketeers man in the iron mask). c.s. lewis. j.r.r. tolkein. ernest hemingway. acting. going to plays & musicals. standing out. speaking up. working out. listening to music that doesnt suck. writing. reading. playing piano/guitar. voice. musi
Expertise: talking when i'm not supposed to and not talking when i am.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
12/16/2003
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| it seems like it's not just little changes that happen over the course of a few months anymore. everytime after i update this, more new, huge things happen in my life. i'm out of youth group, the one thing that has been a constant part of my life over the last seven years. it's funny.. a few years ago i would have gladly skipped over the rest of high school to join my friends at pbu. it's apparent in my old xanga and journal entries. but just a few months ago, i was having the time of my life at home, with newly-made best friends, not wanting to leave this comfortable bubble i've made around myself.
change is never fun. transitions are hard. i've had my share of them over the last year: from junior to senior, from public school to cyber school to college, from lifeguard to dunkin donuts employee to lifeguard. from single to girlfriend. the funny thing is, for my schooling experience, every time i took on a new adventure, i found myself missing the previous experience. when i was cyber schooled i missed daniel boone. when i was at RACC i missed cyber school. and now i'm missing RACC. a little. but only because i could hang out with my friends at home almost everyday. of course, i'll have the next five years to get used to the pbu experience. but so many times i find myself wishing it was last year, having fun and not having so many responsibilities. that sounds pretty selfish. God put me here and i truly am enjoying myself. but i still miss last year.
so, onward on this journey of life. even though new things are scary, they usually turn out to be better than the old things. even if i don't see that quite yet.
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| i spent the afternoon reading over my posts from like 4 years ago. i was a very insightful 14-year-old. and clever. i hope i didnt lose that. according to the "which jane austin heroine are you?" quiz i took on facebook, i am elizabeth bennet: the witty, intelligent one. good, because she's my fav and i've always wanted to be witty. today was my last official day of working at dunkin. i'll be lifeguarding at the spring valley y within the next two weeks. i am SO glad i wont be waking up at 4:30 anymore. especially because it's summer, so i need to sleep in. this week is finals week. summer is soo close! i can taste it. the only thing i hate about summer is that everyone is always working, so its harder to find a time to hang out. i wish i could stay 18 forever... | | |
| i'm gonna start this up again. i realize that i am one of like 3 people who keep this updated but i dont care. i miss it. facebook is cool but more for social stuff and this is more personal. i dont know which one i like better. they're pretty much tied for me. so i should keep this on the up. what has happened in the past two years of my life? cyber schooling, graduating early, taking college courses, and getting a morning job. that pretty much sums it up. now onto the present. pbu. last friday i auditioned for music ed, got accepted with $2,600 a year. that makes me pretty darn happy. college is within sight. real college, not this community college crap. it's exciting. i think i'm ready. i think i've been ready for 4 years now. i really am going to miss youth group though. this year has been my best in youth group. i've established myself as a leader. i killed my old silent reputation (or everyone who knew me that way has died off). either way i've become the person i wanted to be. my true self. and i'm happy. but i know that it never lasts. eventually i will give up this stage of my life and move on to another new and scary stage. i will probably fall back into my old self. hopefully not though. and the good thing is that i can prevent that from happening. i can, but it doesnt mean i will. of course i'm older now and i've learned that being my true self from the get go is the best way. even with this challenge for me i'm excited to start this new chapter in my life. from what i hear high school fun is nothing compared to college fun. must be pretty fun. i hope no one else reads these things anymore. whatevs. | | |
| i haven't been on here for so long, i forget how to use it. or i haven't used it since they updated the features, so now i am very confused at the simple process of making a new weblog. i don't like this. i lied. the missions trip is not to argentina. or romania. or peru. or anywhere else i thought it was going to be. it's in the czech republic. which is another country, so i am happy. and still happier that it's in europe, which will be my first trip over there. =). i've only known asia. and canada. and jersey, if you catch my drift. so, since i have been out of the country, plus on an over-seas missions trip with youth group, i'm not as excited as i want to be. and it's less than two weeks away. and i've tried, believe me. i've read my past journal entries from thailand, i've read up on the history and interesting facts of czech, i've learned a few phrases (nazdravi! = cheers, although the spelling is prob way off). i don't know what else to do but pray and pack. i want to be excited!! it'll probably hit me when i wake up the morning we leave and realize what i'm doing that day. but i soo want to be excited right now. i think it will be fun with the group that's going. most of them have never been on an over-seas missions trip before. maybe their excitement will get me pumped. i don't know. sorry this isn't very interesting. but i think i'd rather type about this stuff than write it in my journal, because handwriting takes too long. | | |
| as of now this summer's missions trip with youth group is to argentina ! which is awesome since by then i will probably be able to speak spanish fluently. the only problem with this trip will be the weather, since our summer is their winter. so it will be 30 degrees. fahrenheit. aaand april of 2009 (my senior year) my chorus will be going to ITALY for eight days !! we'll be going to florence, venice, and rome, and give about five performances. it's so exciting. my first european experience. i will definately be eating gelato over there. | | |
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